It has snowed two days for now. We didn't have during whole winter snow like now on the spring. I laughed when I saw it on the mornig.
Finally winter. And the city coverment was not ready for that. Wverywhere were crawling cars. Everywhere near to the streets where snwdrifts a meter or 1.5 higher. And air was so clear. Just amazing what can do white cold snow. Juhhei!
I walk at school today. Like everyday... But today it will be fun was I thinking when I climbed over snowbank to cross the street.
Great, police. Hopefully he is busy enough to get out from the car only because o pedastrian crossed the road where she should not.
Jup. He was.
Ah, Maris is crossing street somewhere there too. I let her to take photo from me standing near the snowdrift there!
Snow till our knees. The house keepers haven't cleaned everywhere the streets yet.
Jee... Why the bus had to stop here? We need to make now circle around it. Pftt! Or should we? It had blocked the street and we had to climb in snowdift now.
My bum will hurt later. I am sure. That walk is too intensive for it.
Ah, near school and the road was clean! .... and slippery I do realize after I find myself on my tummy. Maris laughed. Jeah, could be funny inteed.
Hi, school!
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-Hurry up, Maris.
-I need to go to pee!
-No, you don't?
-I do. I pee into my pants.
-NO! You don't!
-I do. I have others with. I can.
-Alright, but I am not going to stand next to you then.
-Why not?
-The smell of course. Rather dont come into class at all!
-Äh, what friend you are ;(
-What do you expect me to do then? Hold your hand and pee into my pants as well?
Jee. She nodded...
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It is still snowing outside. I do hope they clean the streets for afternoon. Although it is funny to watch ppl struggle in snow there.
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-Hei Kerli. What are you doing?
-Watching pictures I took.
-Oh, may I see.
-Sure.
Klick. Klick.
-Who is that?
-Oh that's my new puppy. She is a Chow-Chow.
-So lovely! And this one?
-Oh, he is just a chow.
-?????????
-Just his mother was a Chow-Chow....
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I just stand up and take my bag.
"I need to go!"
I walk out from the class 5 minutes before it ends. I need brush my teeth. I do watch out from window. Still is snowing. 30 minutes sdhould be enough to walk to my dentist.
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-I will see you on 15th April then?
-That's suitable for me.
-Take a piece of choclate, please.
-No thank you. I really don't want.
-Hei, have you eaten anything today?
-Nope, but I don't like chokolate.
-Oh, do you see then, you need just a piece!
-Aliright ;o) Jee... what kind of dentist I have found... And all pieces are 2 sectors. Pft! It won't break!-Oh take it all!
-No! I really...
-Take it, I have more!
I take it. I do break it. I eat it. I stick the other into my pocket.
-Thank you :)
-I will see you then.
-Yes, bye.
-Bye.
I leave. I stop near the bin and drop the piece from my pocket there. Run downstairs and... yuki! I spit it all into white snow...
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Who am I cheating. I am not able to eat. I may sit there and watch my plate a much I wish I just can't make myself to lift anything to my mouth. 2 weeks and I have lost 4 kilo per week. Not that it would noticed for others so much but I do. And I don't mean that my clothes are flagging but I just don't feel good. Dizzy and sick.
And it is not like I haven't tried. I feel how hangry is my body. It's screaming by help. I was walking around in a shop and tried to convince myself to eat with the smell of ready food there. Cooked chicken, smelly tuna pizza, cheese... all my favorites. A day without food and I could buy all of them for night. But not yesterday... ´I bought 250 grams of strawberries. Red and sweet straight from Spain (I guess). Actually it tasted sweet indeed. I did ate 3 or 4 of them and was curled up in bed later almost dying becasue my tummy protested to digest it all. I felt really sick. Funny. It almost feels like my stomach has her own life now. It just wont take orders of mine. I always thought it is just exaggeration of babes and that when they just said they can't eat but being alone ate anyway. I actually dont know what to think about that anymore... Once my granny said "Oh if you would have broken heart you would lose some kilos!" Congratulation granny! You got me on broken-heart-diet.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
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