I am confused and full of doubts. I have no clue and no believes. I do see I fall apart and I can't help it. I don't even know do I want to... I am angry and dissapointed. I am restless and fainthearted. I am hurting. I am giving up… I am afraid of unknowing. Help me please!I know noone can help me. But I need to talk. I need it but I can't. It is an art to tell others what is bothering you. There is no person who could listen me anyway. Who would be intrested of me and what do I feel. Everyone is busy with their own feelings and worries. And it's an ability to listen others.
To listen and make you feel that they are really intrested about what are you talking. Actually I think people even afraid of what they could hear because they don't know what to say or how to act. I can't blame them in it. Does it matters at all I need help?I am asking answers but I haven't got them. Or maybe I have but I can't read them. Is it somekind of test for me? Why? What does it teaches for me? I just don't understand...
