When I saw the paper with text what teacher gave to me I was in panic. "Does head of premature child grows quicker than head of child who born timely?" Or the question about "does "valgeolluse säsitupestumine" happens befor child gets 5?" What means "valgeolluse säsitupestumine"??? And so on...
I just had no choice than ask the Heavenly Father to help me and started circle "true" or "false". Last question was about Piaget' cognitive development. Great! I mean it! It was really great! She had made table where were all phases already in. I had to wrote only the age of childrens and what those ages meant. The boxes were really small ones. I knew the ages of children and I pressed there some of what I thought they could do in those ages as well and gave the paper away. With hope I will get just a bit more than D. Jee, I wanted so much to get C!!! 18 questions and I knew almoste well only last one. And I played bingo with first 17 question. I really did...
Today sent teacher e-mail that the marks are up on moodle (study program in internet). I logged on to check my mark. My heart was pumping like Bugs Bunny heart in TV. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I got A! Do you understand it?!! I GOT A!!! The God is GREAT!! He really is! And you know what, it was only A for whole class. Alissa got B and all others got mostly C-s, a bit less D-s and there was also 3 E-s. It is just amazing how God is blessing me at school. Every day I can feel it more and more. When I start study some subject, He just leads me how shold I do that and He keeps me calm and adecvate during examinations and tests. Everyday I do feel how much He loves me and more and more clearer gets me that what He is waiting from me. But I am just human. I would like the things go the way I want because "my eyes are kings"! It doesn't matter at all that what I see is just tiny bit from tiny what God sees up there. But my heart is sore and hurts as hell. And I feel quilty in front of God that because of my heart.
