Fight

You are the biggest enemy of yourself. And the hardest one. Esoecially when you feel that you have been an emotional victim because of some close person of you. Everyone knows that fellowmen can hurt you the most and it is really difficult to forgive. The victim has been you! So forgiving will be really big victory. Victory what only you do understand and value. Noone else will understand it.

As you do for your friend, your friend will do for you. Common knowledge. So if you hurt someone or betray his/her trust you can't wait your friend will smile at you and just forgives. It is not human nature. But now . . . what should do now real christian? Even thinking on that stabs painfully in my heart. As a christian, I should not think on myself but on others. And it is still so hard. Even if I think that everything you do you do for God. But God would not hurt me or betray my trust!!!

Sixty two . . .

Writting 9 points from 20
Listening 11.875 points from 20
Reading 13 points from 20
Structure of language 9 points from 20
Verbal part 19 points from 20

So . . . What else I can say now . . . Complain? Pftttt! I could complain if i did see lots of trouble with studing. You can't wait for better result if you have opened books just night before exams. Well . . . but I do hope it is enough for me to get into the college as a midwife. So . . . I can say I AM DONE WELL!!! (but I could do better and it is bothering me.)