My day sucks and I feel not OK. I am angry on myself that I have spoiled my day what started so happily. How could I put myself in a situation what had to finally go as it went? Jee. How stupid things can a person to do?
All started from that I wanted to go at my sister's place. Not that it would be bad. No, it is not. Just the day was wrong. I should not go there on Sabbath. And I should not go there without food I can eat either. I knew it all but I still went there. Pfftt! And if I wanted to be back for evening then I should know that it wont happen anyway. I am sad that I am so thoughtless.
I was sitting there and when it was nice and sunny day was my uncle chopping logs. I thought I should go to help him and went to set logs into woodpile. I made even Jakob to do that. And suddenly I did relize that it was Sabbath. So I was standing there logs in my hands and didn't know what to do. Till I was doubting there I still set them into the pile. I went back inside. Then they decided to start have bbq. Pfftt! I was hungry and so was Jakob. And what they did grill there then?! Ofc porkmeat and sausages. I turned around and said to Jakob we are leaving and we caught a buss back to Tartu. I did pay for bus ticket and I already knew it was Sabbath but I wanted back home. Now all what I have to do is that I live with my bad feelings what I got only because of me. I did spoil my wonderful day.
Saturday, June 2, 2007
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