I am the special one

Yesterday when I was waiting for my beloved one to log on MSN I saw an old friend online. Well, I do see him online a lot actually. Probably there is no time he is not online but he just don't answer. I just typed to him "Moo to you too!" because behind his name was "Moo!". Why did I typed it? Good question. And hard one too. "Why"-questions are the hardest ones. You can't just answer "yes" or "no". They mean that you watch back on your deeds and analyze them. You have to find the reason WHY you did it. And I am usually that special one who DON'T like to do that. Of Course in this place we can ask who like it then!! Well, meybe you can but not me. I know the answer - "My beloved man!" Jee, how he does like it!!!! It's why I do know so well too that "why"-question is so hard. I don't remember those discussions years back for now but they could be similars for this one:

"Why did you do that?"
"I don't know."
"How come you don't know! You did it!"
"Yes I know."
"So you had to have some reason for that. Why did you do that?"
"I don't know. I wanted to."
"You wanted to? But why?? What did it give you?"
"I don't know! Nothing I guess."
"Jee. If it didn't give nothing to you then why did you do that!?"
"Probably because he was there."
"Hmm . . . But was only he there?"
"No. Of course not."
"Why then exactly him?"
"Jee! I DON'T KNOW! He was just there!"
"Well, and those others too. So you had to pick him up on some special reason! Why him? What did you feel during that?"
"Jee, I wrote just "Moo to you back too!" That's all! What special I had to feel for that?? I just was sitting there and WAITING FOR YOU! And guess what! YOU WERE NOT THERE!! So I JUST saw his name out from others and that "Moo!" behind of it and I JUST TYPED "Moo to you back too!" So what?! Am I a criminal now?"
"Why are you upset? I just wated to know why you did it."
GRRRRRRR . . .

Yeah. So why did I do that? Who knows. I am sure there was some feelings included in. Like he meant me more than others who was oline. I were met with him twice and both times we spent together a week I guess. And then the thousands hours we have talked online. In everyday.ee server and TDZK.net server and trough the TDZK itself and trough MSN and via phone and face to face - so yeah, it gives me more reason to feel about him than the other who where online and about who I don't even know why they are on my MSN. Probably also from TDZK time - some alliancemates from who-knows-what-alliance-from. Well, and probably played that part in it that we were talking with Marge about him day before. It was about so:

"What Bio is doing?"
"I don't know. He gives never straight answer."
"Yeah, I know. But I even don't worry about him at the moment because I do know he is talking with you often and it means he is alive :)"

Probably that had part also in that i was sitting there and saying "Moo to you too!". Yeah but not about that I wanted to tell to you but about that that he answered to me today! At 10:51:13 by my PC time. Well of course I didn't want to say about that too but that he told me "Hi special one."

So I am the special one. But about that in the next blog ;)